Wednesday, October 29, 2008

dreaming away

hey guys,

seriously feeling very bored. Did nth for the past few days except for being on the net for the whole day, well actually not la, i eat and watch tv and then switch on the laptop again. haha now i can say MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY BORING
*clap hands* congratulation shahreen

ok poly life can be very relax and let me tell you when you are in republic poly, the definition of relax is way more relax than the word relax. ok wait does that even make sense oh well whatever you guys get what i mean. and when i get too relax, i will tend to get bored easily haha. i guess sometimes you just wish you have a time machine and go back time. seriously i cant wait for year2. year1 in rp is pure dryness and toturing!

well i seriously have nothing to blog about. suddenly i feel like going to school quickly on next monday. i want november to go pass very quickly.

the only interesting that happened during this month was my devastating broke up with my girlfriend. i guess after that experience im the type of person who is not ready to have a girlfriend at this point of time. even though she may hate me so much right now but i hope she reads this cos i want to say thank you to her cos if not bcos of her i would not discover that side of me. she made me realise what type of person i am and how i can improve in the future. i guess i take this as experience and hold this life lesson for the rest of my entire life. suddenly i know who am i.

hais okay that is enough. at times like this i like to think about my future. sometimes its fun thinking about it but also its kinda scary.
my wishes in life is to work hard right now in my diploma and graduate from rp with the diploma in my hand. If can i would like to further my studies to the university so that my chance of succeeding in my career is better. after i get my car liecense i would like to get a gorgeous car if i have the money. when i save enough cash i would like to travel to my dream destination to korea and kinda take a step back from life and enjoy the scenery there, the culture and people and just look on how life can be wonderful. last but not least giving back to my parents who have sacrifice for me through this years to get me to where i am now. i want to give them back a wonderful life that they gave me also but more than that.
i want my family to be happy together and all my siblings succeed in what they are doing so that my parents can be proud and also maitain my friendship with my lifelong friends and just have a happy life. then find a beautiful gorgeous lady whom i love to spend my life with who is the reflection of who i am ;)

wow i cant believe i just wrote that, continue dreaming shahreen..

but i hope it will come true

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Holiday blues

High school musical
Who says we have to let it go?
It's the best part we've ever known
Lets celebrate where we come from,
With friends who've been there all along..


hey guys,
first of all im on the way of putting up a tagboard, so yea. I hate this kind of feeling, when there is school you want holiday but when holiday comes you want school haha

So ya basically this is the plan for my one week break,
30 October - outing with E35J
31 October - W14C picnic? (still in the process of planning)
? Oct/Nov - sleepover at shar's (still in the process of deciding which date)

hmm I have some family plans also but still cannot confirm yet. I think after syafiq finishes his O-levels, my family is deciding to go out and have a wonderful feast at a restaurant but have not decide on which one to go. That will be in the middle of November and between November and December my family is deciding to go and booked a hotel room and just have fun. So ya lots of things are already being planned but dont know if it is happening.

Seriously after watching HSM3, the theme graduation really made me miss my high school life and especially the people there whom I dearly miss. Poly life is alright but so-so only but I miss the fact that my high school friends is not in the same class. After graduating from poly, everyone will be going to different path and busy with their working life and blah blah blah. Sometimes it mades you wonder, dont you feel like being 18 forever? hmm haha

Friday, October 24, 2008

high school memories

hey guys,

Well one word to describe this whole week, HECTIC!
So far I have been hanging out after school with E35J. Been bonding well. But then I guess this week I have been thinking about something a lot, so thats why that one day I feel so sick. I guess that is after I came back home on wednesday. My head was spinning,my body was aching and my stomach feels so uneasy. So the next day I did not go to school and I finally manage to rest.

Then on friday, it was the moment I was waiting for! geez
the premire of HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3: SENIOR YEAR on the big screen!
omg
So during the first breakout I went to causeway point to booked the tickets for 5.15pm seatings. After that I went to starbucks to grab a grande hot chocolate and I find out that I was late for second meeting. haha (the things I do for my favourite actress) Seriously I was not paying attention in class and was so excited for the movie after school.
So when school ends walked to causeway point with E35J and meet with my blondie and my brother.
THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME!
seeing them sad to graduate for high school, makes me think about my high school drama and blondie agrees with me also.

it was hard for us to graduate from our secondary school. I remember kelly was like crying cos she was not use to us not being in the same class and us being separate to different polys. I mean it was hard for me too. but after listening to one of their song, it makes me realise something. "who says we have to let it go?" I have to agree with them on that one. my high school friends will forever be in my heart and my LIFE-LONG friends, LOVE YOU GUYS!

basically so much things happen within a week and I still need time to breathe it all in. So im going to take this one week semester break to break free and not be afraid to be myself. Its time for a new life and new beginnings. I did that by taking a morning run today.

learnt a lot of things,

Friday, October 17, 2008

hey guys.

I am here with my simple skin blog. I guess I am going for this back-to-basic kind of feel. I am thinking of changing my style too. Guess its time for the new me
haha

So yea I guess thats all for today
Happy day people!