last post for 2008

and say hello to 2009

that is how fast time fly right before your eyes.
at times like this,
many people will be relfecting on what was gain and loss during the year.

well for me 2008 is more of me starting poly life.
meeting new people and having new lifestyle.

but when I think again how fast time fly
it somehow scares me too

I learnt a lot this year
about everything
especially relationships(friends,family,BGR)
really made realise
also got to let it out after a long time

but whatever it is
all the memories are all kept in me
its been quite a roller coaster ride

on a brighter note,
to my friends out there
we been together for 6years
and when 2009 has come
its going to be 7years and counting
lets keep in touch
even though we are studying at different institutions
there is afterall technologies to keep us close
haha

bottomline is
I want my 2009 to be even better!

and I know just the thing

the best one yet!

hey guys,

I seriously have to blog about the past two days. It is the best part of my holidays!

On Monday 22nd, went out with kelly to shop for janice's birthday present at bugis. As we usually take the train, this time we decided that taking the bus would be a great idea. Look around at bugis street for quite sometime and finally deciding on two tops. it was a great bargain btw.
After that decided to have a nice donut and coffee at J.CO
While dinning, decided to head to sharmine's house to have some fun. At around 6plus we left bugis and reach admiralty around 7plus i guess.
Had so much fun having a pre-party. It was sad that blondie couldnt join us though. We managed to have a singing party and some chill out moments. Kelly did some makeover with the curl-er machine and decided to curl her hair for Janice birthday celebration.
Had a blast and head home around 11plus



credits from kelly's blog



The next day was the day that we been waiting for!

Woke up at 9am and conference with kelly and sharmine on the phone. There was some drama with the venue to dine in. After getting ready, rush to sharmine's house to reborn his hair a little. Then quickly cab-ed to kelly's house to let the hair stylist to continue reborning sharmine's hair and kelly's hair stylist was curling her hair too. That is when the three of us walked out of the house to get to the MRT station and the paparazzi started storming us. let me tell you they are so annoying.

some of the paparazzi shots while on the way to orchard


the birthday girl, HAPPY 18th BIRHTDAY!




feebs only joined us at RAMEN TEN.

some of the paparazzi shots at RAMEN TEN




after dinning, decided to shop around at far east plaza.

some of the paparazzi shot while on the way to starbucks near weeklock place

by this hour, feebs have left to meet her boyfriend.




some of the paparazzi shots of us chilling at starbucks







after that the paparazzi started to get a little less annoying.

after that Janice had to go to meet her ngee ann poly friends to go have a drink at the bar and the rest of us decided to walk down orchard road towards somerset to enjoy the christmas lights and see the performances and saw this booth with the korean community! ahhh my fav! so decided to take a photo with them.


around 9plus we decided that it was home sweet home time. I seriously enjoy my time with these people. Had a great night partying. I dont know why but after that day, I seriously feel that I had enjoyed my holidays!

enjoying life to the fullest
being 18 is so fabulous!

holidays blues

hey guys,

curently listening to kelly's playlist
i guess weekends is the only time I get to sit down with my laptop and blog.

lately I have been doing things alone. I dont why myself either. Actually this week has been a boring week for me. Did nothing and nothing special happen.

TELL YOU, I WAS DYING OF BOREDOM!

but (there is always a but, haha)
kelly was there to save me

met her on FRIDAY evening to have a lovely cup of starbucks and just have a nice long chat. this is the life im talking about. Plus she did promise to treat me a cup for my 18birthday present and since we are always busy, we did not managed to have a date and that day was just perfect. THANKS KELLY! LOVE YOU! thanks so so much


this small bites goes so well with our coffee.

my drink was behind in a glass cup, Dark Cherry Mocha a must try!

with her there was no moments of silence

btw some random thing, I kept bumping into my old band clique these few days. hmm


oh well
there is always next week to look forward too. I guess it is going to be a fun week for me. with christmas and someone's birthday and also wedding ceremony to attend to.

PLUS let me say this
Blondie I MISS you! hangout soon ya

feeling like a debbie right now

september babies

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless.. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

most of it is very true

Happy Holidays!

hey guys,


weeeee! semester two break is here, so happy.

Hari Raya on 8 Dec was okay. The fact that we took the MPV cab all day long was the best part. For once I felt my family had a chaffeur sexy


On Tuesday, went to meet Fieza together with fana and company at TRCC cafe after class. The purpose of the meeting is for me and Fieza to discuss about the event we are organising. After that went to causeway point mall to chill the night away. I guess its been a long time we catch up with each other.


On Wednesday, was a PERFECT DAY! went out with blondie. three words
chill,dine & shop.I bought a robot necklace at fourskin and blondie bought two long necklaces at a pushcart sale in cine. It been ages since we hangout and so we decided to have dinner at LJS at cine and then out to roam around orchard road with the beautiful christmas lights simply a lovely night too bad kelly could not make it due to piano lessons. But on the way home while we were on the train, kelly played us a nice song on the piano to let us listen.

On Thursday, attended the Europe bagpacking trip meeting. After listening to it, having second thoughts..
After school when to catch a movie with Ayman,Bryan,Syakillah,Siti & Huiling. Watched 'the day the earth stood still'
After that was too tired to attend Events IG meeting.


On Friday, went to orchard for the second time WOW. This time I went with Siti,Bryan and Syakillah. Since it was last of school before the holidays, we decided to celebrate and I must say it was a memorable one. At night chill at wisma starbucks, had fun laughing about how bryan should cut his hair.

Guess this hol i will be busy I guess.

felt much better

What a week!

hey guys,

I guess the title says it all. Its been a great week as I been spending time with E35J after school. Gonna miss them a lot after year one is over.


Btw on tuesday had lunch with my old blondie friend, Hanis during 2nd breakout at E1 canteen. Had a really great time catching up and you can just imagine what happen when two of us meet, chaos. Glad to know that she can once again just be herself when with me.

On thursday finally told Events IG that I will be committed to organise the Graduation High Tea. and guess what they decided to let me host the event with Fieza and Im freaking nervous. Oh well this means that I need to go shop for what to wear soon! the theme is Glamourous Chic btw

On TGIF managed to went to the stadium again to have a jog and go to the gym to exercise. Sad that Justion could not accompany me but I am glad I made some improvements AZA AZA FIGHTING! after a long and tiring workout, had coffee at my favourite cafe, STARBUCKS. Had the usual and managed to finish my reflection journal at the same time.

So today I feel like just relaxing at home and watch dramas, but lazy to go and have an evening jog. should i or should i not? ahhh whatever think about that later.

FYI i miss eugenia(is that how you spell her name? haha) she is our communication facilitator btw. he lesson rocks la but without her I feel so lazy to attend the class..

E35J moments

E35J

BLONDIE'S always got my back!

BLONDIE rocks!

life is a bitch sometimes

hate when this feeling comes back.
going through the hardest part of life.
is this what everyone goes through,
or it is just me
making things hard for myself.
but to think again,
what i'm asking for
is for people to just understand
whats deep inside me.
isnt that too much to ask for?
words that really hurt me
which is not even true.
did you ever wonder to get to know the real me?
how many times did this happens,
i dont really care anymore
what i know that
i want to chase my dreams
and no one is going in my way.

hate it when you make the situation worst for me
it just changes everything

you think you are so perfect
you think you are so good
you think your everything

why being different is so wrong?
it just take a little maturity to understand someone
how old are you again, ask yourself that
just because i do things differently
i have to feel this way
why when others do it
it is taken lightly
but when it comes to me
its like the whole world is against me

hate it hate it a lot!

to add to the madness,
all my greatest fears in life is coming
but to know that
the people who are close to me
do not know it.
all i want is for them
to comfort me
thats all
and not scold or make it so wrong.
and I freaking miss my sec sch clique
i miss them so dearly
miss my old life
im not ready for this
can someone help me
i need to be strong for myself
since no one can hear me

sighs

wish my life can be like the kids on newport habor

hey guys,



Let just say that I am only able to blog like on every friday. Like so sad right. Well cannot blame me, poly life is tiring than studying for olevels. Very hectic and tiring. A lot of stuffs to do and you still have to fit time to spend time with your friends and of cos everyone of you may notice why time in Singapore flys so fast and when I was in Indonesia, time flys freaking slow. So that adds to the fast pace life and its TIRING! the only time I can rest is during my weekends, so people dont disturb me during that days. But if you think bout it, isnt it like NO LIFE?!!??? urrgh

18 November

met kelly in her class and off to causeway point to met with blondie to have our dinner together at banquet. Had a plate of kimchi fried rice, yummy!
Had a nice time just chatting with my secondary school best bud-bud. After that had starbucks, as usual, with blondie but kelly had to leave. Had a pretty meaningful chat about life with her. I always enjoy the time spend with them despite our busy schedule.

20 November

I guess that is the drama of the year, and its over! haha
it is feebs 18th birthday. The usual clique met up to suprise her with a berry fusion cheesecake from mac cafe outside the seats at civics centre. Light up candles to us her blow. Even though we celebrated it after the real date of her birthday, I know that deep inside she enjoy the day spent with us SARANG HE!
*I still need to grap hold of the photos we took*

22 & 23 November


Me and my family went on a little vacation to one of the island of Indonesia - Tanjung Pinang. Let just say the whole trip was NO COMMENT, but I only like the part that I get to shop a little and the hotel was woah. Just dont like the whole environment there and it is just so different. But it is the experience that counts. The next time I will think twice hee

24 November

Had to skip enterprise Presentation to go for an impulse interview at Robinson together with Natasha, Siti and Syakillah. Hope that we get it cos I am seriously in need of cash for shopping spree ;) After that Natasha drove off with her boyfriend and me with Siti and Syakillah had our lunch at LJS and went off to Changi Airport Terminal 3 to relax our mind there looking at planes haha

26 November


After school hang out with Bryan, Siti and Syakillah at causeway point to have dinner and went to the Library to do our reflection journals together.

27 November

Went for Events IG meeting after school at the library. Need to make a quick decision soon.

28 November(today)

Since it was TGIF, went to have our snack at mac with Bryan, Siti and Ayman and had a great time chatting. After that I went of to go to the gym at woodlands stadium. I guess exercising gives me a chance to relax my mind and usually after that I will feel fresh! Plus I need to start training already AZA AZA FIGHTING SHAH!

woah phew, that was two weeks. I am shag now. Need to watch another episode of Survivor later, see ya

feeling feeling-less

hey guys,



High School Musical 3 - Just Getting Started

Just feeling nothing and was browsing through songs and bumped into this songs and find it quite soul healing. Listening to the song just made me feel like siting at the top of a hill with fresh green grass on a cloudy sunshine day. Its like after feeling down thinking about your problems, the song can make you feel good and give you a sense of motivation to go on in life. Kinda make you feel neutral.

So far life has been pretty tough and this year has been a lot of getting use to new lifestyle and stuffs and even new friends and people. Quite tiring and lucky I have the best people in the world and they are my friends in secondary school.

I guess I stop here, the lesson today is damn boring and I did not even know a single thing. That is how bad I am at computing stuffs.

its hard to predict..

weekends sensation

hey guys,

well the sound of weekends makes my heart jump in the air of joy and happiness. That is because the past week I have been very tired and busy lately. So I need a freaking break. I decided to let myself rest at home this weekend. I need the time to re-charge back. I guess I shall sit in my room and watch movies! yeah thats it

Last tuesday, it was the science module and our facilitator did not come on that day and so there is this noob dude on his first day of teaching came into class to take over her place. I have to be honest it was so boring that my mind was not in school and I was literally just watching movies on my laptop. So some of us decided to leave class early and go off to orchard. Actually not only us but the class was practically empty. Since the last time QQ did not get to shop at club21, so me together with QQ and siti decided to four seasons hotel to shop at club21. When we reach orchard, we were so dumb looking for four seasons hotel but we had fun hahaha. when we reach four seasons, we thought that club21 was having sale but I guess not, so it was more of window shopping. I felt ridiculous. Then had our lunch/dinner at far east and home sweet home. After all that I was lucky that faci gave me a C, SMD

On wednesday I was sad that I have to leave communication module class early as I have to go do my passport. Met my mom late but in the end my passport was a success! nice

On thursday I decided to skip my floor plan workshop to go my sister's band concert at NYP auditorium. Before that I was rushing after school to go back home to put my laptop and bag. SERIOUSLY WATCHING THEM PLAY JUST BRINGS BACK MY SECONDARY SCHOOL BAND MEMORIES. my heart was just sad to know that my high school days are over. Sitting there just gave me a flashback. that shows how much I miss my high school days.



On friday, TGIF, I went to sharmine house. Went home around 11plus.

Overall it was tiring and I feel so restless by the time it hits friday. BUT seeing my schedule in my organiser for next week, my eyes was wide open. It is even more pack. Well on a brighter note year one modules is coming to an end. Christmas is coming which equals to LOADS OF SALES! and new year is coming too which means NEW YEAR PARTY WITH MY FRIENDS! ;)

im just worried bout something and it is bothering me to the max

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this WAY
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

TGIF!

hey guys,

Thank god its friday people
This week have been very shagged for me, school is obviously very tiring. Im having flu right now which adds to the madness.

Btw did I blogged about what happened during my one week term break? haha
Monday- when to my cousin house(dad side)p/s:my mood that day was not good
Tuesday-stayed at home
Wednesday-stayed at home
Thursday- when out with E35J ;D
Friday-stayed at home
Saturday- when out with my mom and sister, did a little bit of shopping
Sunday-stayed at home

The first day of school was TMTH SMD geez. MY LAPTOP DID NOT ALLOW ME TO SWITCH IT ON
what the hell la. I was seriously very pissed off that day. Went to the school IT help-desk and they told me they could not do anything and I need to go to the HP place. So I ditch school and went home and change and went to the place at braddell alone. Phew the girl who serve to me is friendly. So now they have to take my laptop from me for 2-4weeks, "gonna miss you lappy" So the next day, woke up damn early and 7.30am I reached school to loan a laptop from the school.

On thursday went for my course workshop on event floor planning. Went with kelly. It was alright la the first day, but the second day we have to create a floor plan on our own which i guess going to be fun??

So today decided to leave class early and went to esplanade area there with E35J to just enjoy the moment. Actually QQ wanted to shop at suntec cos club21 is havin a sale but then siti and syakillah have to be home early, so it was home sweet home after that.

I guess I will be at home during the weekends, which equals to boring I guess also November is going to be boring. I seriously cant wait for December to come. christmas sale and stuffs. Plus year 1 is going to end for me soon.

random acts with kelly

hey guys,

the title says it all
LOVE YA KELLY!
miss my lovelies btw LIKE BIG TIME

dreaming away

hey guys,

seriously feeling very bored. Did nth for the past few days except for being on the net for the whole day, well actually not la, i eat and watch tv and then switch on the laptop again. haha now i can say MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY BORING
*clap hands* congratulation shahreen

ok poly life can be very relax and let me tell you when you are in republic poly, the definition of relax is way more relax than the word relax. ok wait does that even make sense oh well whatever you guys get what i mean. and when i get too relax, i will tend to get bored easily haha. i guess sometimes you just wish you have a time machine and go back time. seriously i cant wait for year2. year1 in rp is pure dryness and toturing!

well i seriously have nothing to blog about. suddenly i feel like going to school quickly on next monday. i want november to go pass very quickly.

the only interesting that happened during this month was my devastating broke up with my girlfriend. i guess after that experience im the type of person who is not ready to have a girlfriend at this point of time. even though she may hate me so much right now but i hope she reads this cos i want to say thank you to her cos if not bcos of her i would not discover that side of me. she made me realise what type of person i am and how i can improve in the future. i guess i take this as experience and hold this life lesson for the rest of my entire life. suddenly i know who am i.

hais okay that is enough. at times like this i like to think about my future. sometimes its fun thinking about it but also its kinda scary.
my wishes in life is to work hard right now in my diploma and graduate from rp with the diploma in my hand. If can i would like to further my studies to the university so that my chance of succeeding in my career is better. after i get my car liecense i would like to get a gorgeous car if i have the money. when i save enough cash i would like to travel to my dream destination to korea and kinda take a step back from life and enjoy the scenery there, the culture and people and just look on how life can be wonderful. last but not least giving back to my parents who have sacrifice for me through this years to get me to where i am now. i want to give them back a wonderful life that they gave me also but more than that.
i want my family to be happy together and all my siblings succeed in what they are doing so that my parents can be proud and also maitain my friendship with my lifelong friends and just have a happy life. then find a beautiful gorgeous lady whom i love to spend my life with who is the reflection of who i am ;)

wow i cant believe i just wrote that, continue dreaming shahreen..

but i hope it will come true

Holiday blues

High school musical
Who says we have to let it go?
It's the best part we've ever known
Lets celebrate where we come from,
With friends who've been there all along..

hey guys,
first of all im on the way of putting up a tagboard, so yea. I hate this kind of feeling, when there is school you want holiday but when holiday comes you want school haha

So ya basically this is the plan for my one week break,
30 October - outing with E35J
31 October - W14C picnic? (still in the process of planning)
? Oct/Nov - sleepover at shar's (still in the process of deciding which date)

hmm I have some family plans also but still cannot confirm yet. I think after syafiq finishes his O-levels, my family is deciding to go out and have a wonderful feast at a restaurant but have not decide on which one to go. That will be in the middle of November and between November and December my family is deciding to go and booked a hotel room and just have fun. So ya lots of things are already being planned but dont know if it is happening.

Seriously after watching HSM3, the theme graduation really made me miss my high school life and especially the people there whom I dearly miss. Poly life is alright but so-so only but I miss the fact that my high school friends is not in the same class. After graduating from poly, everyone will be going to different path and busy with their working life and blah blah blah. Sometimes it mades you wonder, dont you feel like being 18 forever? hmm haha

high school memories

hey guys,

Well one word to describe this whole week, HECTIC!
So far I have been hanging out after school with E35J. Been bonding well. But then I guess this week I have been thinking about something a lot, so thats why that one day I feel so sick. I guess that is after I came back home on wednesday. My head was spinning,my body was aching and my stomach feels so uneasy. So the next day I did not go to school and I finally manage to rest.

Then on friday, it was the moment I was waiting for! geez
the premire of HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3: SENIOR YEAR on the big screen!
omg
So during the first breakout I went to causeway point to booked the tickets for 5.15pm seatings. After that I went to starbucks to grab a grande hot chocolate and I find out that I was late for second meeting. haha (the things I do for my favourite actress) Seriously I was not paying attention in class and was so excited for the movie after school.
So when school ends walked to causeway point with E35J and meet with my blondie and my brother.
THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME!
seeing them sad to graduate for high school, makes me think about my high school drama and blondie agrees with me also.

it was hard for us to graduate from our secondary school. I remember kelly was like crying cos she was not use to us not being in the same class and us being separate to different polys. I mean it was hard for me too. but after listening to one of their song, it makes me realise something. "who says we have to let it go?" I have to agree with them on that one. my high school friends will forever be in my heart and my LIFE-LONG friends, LOVE YOU GUYS!

basically so much things happen within a week and I still need time to breathe it all in. So im going to take this one week semester break to break free and not be afraid to be myself. Its time for a new life and new beginnings. I did that by taking a morning run today.

learnt a lot of things,

hey guys.

I am here with my simple skin blog. I guess I am going for this back-to-basic kind of feel. I am thinking of changing my style too. Guess its time for the new me
haha

So yea I guess thats all for today
Happy day people!