Wednesday, October 29, 2008

dreaming away

hey guys,

seriously feeling very bored. Did nth for the past few days except for being on the net for the whole day, well actually not la, i eat and watch tv and then switch on the laptop again. haha now i can say MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY BORING
*clap hands* congratulation shahreen

ok poly life can be very relax and let me tell you when you are in republic poly, the definition of relax is way more relax than the word relax. ok wait does that even make sense oh well whatever you guys get what i mean. and when i get too relax, i will tend to get bored easily haha. i guess sometimes you just wish you have a time machine and go back time. seriously i cant wait for year2. year1 in rp is pure dryness and toturing!

well i seriously have nothing to blog about. suddenly i feel like going to school quickly on next monday. i want november to go pass very quickly.

the only interesting that happened during this month was my devastating broke up with my girlfriend. i guess after that experience im the type of person who is not ready to have a girlfriend at this point of time. even though she may hate me so much right now but i hope she reads this cos i want to say thank you to her cos if not bcos of her i would not discover that side of me. she made me realise what type of person i am and how i can improve in the future. i guess i take this as experience and hold this life lesson for the rest of my entire life. suddenly i know who am i.

hais okay that is enough. at times like this i like to think about my future. sometimes its fun thinking about it but also its kinda scary.
my wishes in life is to work hard right now in my diploma and graduate from rp with the diploma in my hand. If can i would like to further my studies to the university so that my chance of succeeding in my career is better. after i get my car liecense i would like to get a gorgeous car if i have the money. when i save enough cash i would like to travel to my dream destination to korea and kinda take a step back from life and enjoy the scenery there, the culture and people and just look on how life can be wonderful. last but not least giving back to my parents who have sacrifice for me through this years to get me to where i am now. i want to give them back a wonderful life that they gave me also but more than that.
i want my family to be happy together and all my siblings succeed in what they are doing so that my parents can be proud and also maitain my friendship with my lifelong friends and just have a happy life. then find a beautiful gorgeous lady whom i love to spend my life with who is the reflection of who i am ;)

wow i cant believe i just wrote that, continue dreaming shahreen..

but i hope it will come true